Showing posts with label good thing I'm an idiot. Show all posts
Showing posts with label good thing I'm an idiot. Show all posts

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Back of My Hand

I don't think I've ever been this angry.

I can't even put into words how angry I am or how betrayed I feel. I'm gonna try anyway because I'm stubborn like that. I know I was in a situation that had to end eventually but I had always thought it would end amicably. I thought I could trust the person who knew more about me than anyone else, the person I had thought was my best friend. It turns out that's not the case.

My chest is burning with rage even as I'm typing this. I canNOT believe it. I have never in my life treated someone with such disrespect, not even someone I detested. I would not even IMAGINE treating someone for whom I had proclaimed my love with such disrespect. Especially not two weeks after not only proclaiming that love but listing several things that he loves about me. Guess that was all a lie.

Uck. Boys suck. Think it's time to date men instead.